Only daughters

Because I am a fool, my most beautiful and very special thing went dove down the pipes and out of sight on Friday. I mourned by the side of the ocean, with A. and G., who is in true mourning. We ate mango and almonds from Sahadi's, washed down with iced coffee. There were "nuggs" too, but I don't eat "nuggs", so I waited for tacos. We ate Rockaway Taco, I drank watermelon juice, I felt scrubbed clean and satiated with salt, delicious gossip, tacos, but oh, good god, I still miss my most beautiful and very special thing.